This is not good | gothgrrrl's Blog

I did something soort of dumb. You know I wrote my Russian Test on Friday and it's really sort of important for my future in college and ... well. My tutor handed us this paper with sentences we had to translate and at the end he said we should keep the sentences since he didn't need them anymore anyway. And today I found em and I went through them again and translated half of them again and ... I could cry. I'm almost sure that I didn't pass that test. I think I did the "big issues" right, but I left out so many of the small things and ... it just can't be a D. And shit .... I knew that but I don't want it to be true.

Tomorrow I'll go to university and start working for my assignment. God, I have to hand it in on March 7th and I haven't even started yet... I so don't know how to get this all done... Still I'm happy that I got this tutor who corrects the assignment and then lets us do some major changes to get a better grade. I hope he can keep me away from that evil E that means I'll fail the course... I do actually like writing assignments when the "working" part is done and I get to the "writing" part but I don't do it that well mostly...

Anyhow now I'm going to dwell on my misery for a while. Or in my misery? Dunno... Though I have to get up early tomorrow... Guess this won't end good. ;) But ... I just can't sleep right now...

Have a good week.