My birthday | gothgrrrl's Blog

Well, it's my birthday next week. And I wanted to do something small... go to the pub with some friends you know. That I includes my best friend (the one who's also my ex) and another very good female friend of mine. And those are the two girls that I talk to most when I'm out with friends. And first the second asked whether she could bring her boyfriend and I said alright cause I really wanna get to know him though it wasn't REALLY what I wanted cause of course she will only talk to him since he doesn't know anyone in our circle. Alright. Now my ex also asked whether she could bring her boyfriend and I said yes althought I really really really meant no. Cause now my two best friends are bringing the boyfriends and it pisses me off... Why can't they bring all those guys someday else when I can bugger off or just don't come. On my birthday I can hardly say "No, I'm not in the mood". So I basically have to go and see my best friends hanging with their boyfriends all the time. So where does that leave me? I hope some others will come too so that I'll at least have someone to communicate with...

It pisses me off big time...



Hey, did they eliminate that huge breaks between the lines? That would totally totally RULE! Edit: Just noticed they didn't elimate em... just looked like it in the window here. Pity.
My mood: pretty angry