My birthday II | gothgrrrl's Blog

Yesterday night I celebrated my birthday and ... it was really nice. You know I was scared of that evening, but in the end it was really nice. My ex's new boyfriend is really alright. He's not someone I'd have chosen, but he's alright and he fits her. And my other friend's boyfriend is alright too. And of course there were some others that I talked to a lot and I was having a good time.

I got some really sweet and really thoughtful presents and one friend even wrote me a really sweet poem ... and well I think I got the best friends in the worlds. And that feeling so totally rules.

Today I'm getting a bit pissed about my assignment. I know ... it's my birthday, everyone tells me I shouldn't go on about that now but I f*cking have to... I had to read some texts today that I hadn't read all week though I had planned to... And I did some calculating and well... I will have to read some more stuff -and some more is ... the opposite of exaggerated XD is there a word for it??- and so... I will have to read a lot and then I'll only have ONE MORE WEEK to write the 12 to 15 pages and I really have no idea how I'm supposed to do that... it's just not enough time. And on top of that I don't WANT to. And I always feel like I'm doing it completely wrong. Shit. And one more "problem" is that I'll be away a lot on this week. Will go to the cinema twice and meet friends about two or three times and ... when the hell am I supposed to write all that stuff but I don't want to stop meeting my friends because of that sh*t. So anyway... I'm going a bit berserk about that stuff but in fact... I am alright. ;) Except for that assignment I'm really happy with my life right now. Never thought I'd say that.



Have a nice week.