Friends | gothgrrrl's Blog

I experienced some quite interesting things today. I'm not the only one who's being completely ... strange around here... I got to female best friends, one is my ex and one is ... not my ex. XD Well, she's someone else. Anyway she's in a relationship with someone and like two days ago they had a big row and she decided that their relationship was over. Alright. That night one of the people who live in her flat tried to cheer her up and in the end she slept with him... yes. I said, we're all a bit strange. ;) And today I went to the cinema with her, her new guy and a friend of mine and the two of em were cuddling all the time and later she said that if her ex would try to change she'd give him one more chance. XD How ERROR is that? And the best about it is ... I absolutely understand her.

And what happened to me today? Well. This other friend who was at the cinema with me is someone who's been in love with me for a very long time and I never really know whether he's still serious about it. And today we talked about that because we were REALLY fooling around in the cinema. And he said I shouldn't worry about it, he's not trying to get off with me, he loves to be single and he doesn't want to be together with me. Kind of a relief. And half an hour later we drove with the train and sat next to each other and I was tired and he put his arm around me, I leaned against him and he started to fidget with my hair and ... it felt good. So hell ... what did he think? Still just a friendship thing??? I don't get it. I don't get that guy.